A Second Chance
Pillow To Post
A Second Chance
If anyone had asked Rhona
about her plans after James had left her, she would have said that she just
wanted to be alone, to not be responsible to another man. She felt sure that
she was meant to be singular the rest of her life. But she hadn't reckoned on John.
He swept into her life and into her heart, and she fell into him, deeply and
After their time in Niagara
Falls, she returned home to Florida, her heart full of John. She began tying up
the ends of her life with James, signing papers, meeting with lawyers, even
talking with counselors.
She became stronger, surer.
She and John still talked daily and he gave her a belief in herself she had
lost during her marriage. He was there for her, a friend and lover who wanted
nothing in return. They grew closer. She loved sharing her day with him and
felt she filled a void in his life too.
A few months later, John
came to visit her. They had a grand time. She introduced him to her friends,
who were properly impressed. She showed him her community, took him to work
with her and couldn't help noticing how perfectly he slipped into the fabric of
The days passed in a haze
of laughter, happiness and togetherness. The nights continued to dazzle her
with the passion and excitement he taught her. John was a tireless lover,
taking her to new heights of joy and delight. He completed her, in many ways.
Still, she couldn't commit to a relationship, not so soon after James.
When John returned home,
things changed between them. She couldn't get as close to him as she wanted,
she felt there was a tiny rift there, that couldn't be bridged. It was too hard
to express exactly, but she didn't like it.
After many frustrating
phone conversations, Rhona decided to make a trip to the west coast to visit
her sweetheart. She arranged for time off and the ticket, feeling quite
independent. She didn't tell John about the visit, she was afraid he would tell
her not to visit.
She arrived on a rainy,
cold day. She picked up her luggage and hailed a cab, the epitome of a self-sufficient
woman. Rhona gave the driver John's address and sat back to ponder the problem.
She was sure that there was one. She just didn't know what had happened. John
had changed from her sweet supportive lover to a slightly aloof friend. She
missed him. She missed him so much that she had just traveled across the entire
country to get her sweet man back.
The cab drew up to his
house. Rhona paid him and climbed out, carrying her bag up the walk, to the
front door. She rang the bell and listened as the chimes resounded in the
house. She heard John's footsteps approaching. She had sudden misgivings,
feeling foolhardy and pushy. Then he opened the door and his face lit up, and
she was so glad she had come to him.
He welcomed her into his
arms, holding her close, murmuring into her ear, sweet words of love and
happiness. Rhona felt her heart pound, and relaxed against his strength,
feeling his warmth seep into her body, drugging her with contentment.
“My darling, you came to
me! I love you, Rhona. I love you and want you here with me. I don't want to
spend our time on two different coasts, talking on phones and typing out
letters when we could be together, building a shared life, a shared love.”
Rhona listened to his
words, felt his heart beating beneath her cheek and knew he was right. She had
let her fear of failure nearly rob her of years of happiness and love.
The move went smoothly. She
was able to find a job with a corporate partner of her present firm, with no
loss of benefits or seniority. She moved into John's house, making it a warm
home. She moved into John's world too, feeling welcomed there. At first, she
didn't trust the happiness she felt. It was too perfect.
John was a lovely partner.
He helped with the housework, he shared the cooking. He made her laugh. The
best part was how special she felt, how cherished, how safe.
If she loved her days,
Rhona adored her nights. John was a creative and thoughtful lover, surprising
her with his skills and fantasies. Sex with James had been pretty plain and
routine, based on his needs and desires. Suddenly, Rhona was an equal partner
in an erotic life that she hadn't even known existed. John couldn't get enough
of her, and made her feel so incredibly desirable. She loved it!
One night, after dinner and
their evening walk, John and Rhona climbed the stairs to their bedroom. John
had already been there, preparing the room for the night. The covers were
turned down, music played softly, candles flickered. They held hands as they
entered the room. He whirled her in his arms and danced with her, whispering
suggestive comments to her as he held her close. Rhona melted into him, seduced
by his sensual movements, his words in her ear. As they danced, they removed
clothing, letting it fall to the floor. She loved rubbing her naked body
against his, feeling his soft furriness next to her smoothness. Again, James
did not enjoy the cuddling and snuggling. He was a 'wham-bam' sort, interested
in getting off as quickly and easily as possible. This was new to Roxanne, and
she loved it. They danced until both were getting weak in the knees, then John
swirled her to the bed. Their bed. Lying beside her, he kissed her until she
was breathless. Her legs fell open and moisture seeped from her curlies onto
her thighs. He stopped kissing her and just admired her naked body. He loved
that she had no qualms about making love with lights or in daytime. She wasn't
shy with him, she reveled in the effect she had on him. His hands followed his
eyes, tracing her ample curves and enjoying the various textures that were his
With a glint in his eyes,
he turned to her. “Are you ready for an adventure, my sweet? I want to play a
game with you, if you approve. If not, we will still make love until you
scream, but I thought this might be fun. I would like to blindfold you, so you
could enjoy the sensations of lovemaking even more. Would that be acceptable,
Rhona thought of all the
nights she had been used by James, taken in the dark, never seeing anything,
having no say in the activities. She thought darkness was darkness, but she
couldn't refuse John. “Of course I would like that, baby. Do you need a scarf?”
But John was ready. He
reached into the drawer and removed a black satin mask, a really good one, with
extra folds to prevent any light. He slipped it over her head, making sure it
was securely in place. Rhona was plunged into blackness. He remained beside
her, whispering sexy thoughts, touching her face and reassuring her. “Anytime
you need to, take it off, love. But I think you will enjoy this.”
What followed was the most
pleasure Rhona had ever experienced. His fingers and tongue adored her body,
moving languorously over her. The sensations were incredible. She felt alive
and excited. Every inch of her body seemed to be tingling. He teased her,
avoiding her breasts and pussy, concentrating instead on the rest of her,
making her arms and back and legs feel electric. When he finally moved over
her, entering her, she came. He thrust into her throughout her orgasm,
intensifying it, making her scream with pleasure. Finally, she felt him
throbbing and filling her with come. As he settled onto her, she giggled with
happiness. She was so lucky!
Their lives seemed to
improve daily. She never knew it was so much fun to be with a person, to share
her life. He was interested in her work, her friends, her thoughts. He didn't
smother her, but she knew he cared about anything that interested her. She felt
visible, something she had missed for years.
The only thing better than
their daily lives was their incredibly sensual sex life. When the women at work
mentioned the difference in ages, Rhona usually just smiled. The women would
nod sympathetically, understanding that there was more to life than sex. If
they only knew! Her John was wearing her out! He had a tremendous appetite and
shared it with her. Daily! Sometimes even more often!
They experimented a lot. He
first established a safe word, so if anything scared her or made her
uncomfortable, she could say it and he would stop immediately. He began with
the blindfold. Then gently-tied silk scarves. He found Velcro restraints that
were more secure, but also very exciting. Sometimes he combined the mask with
the restraints, so she had no idea what would happen next. Other times, he made
sure she was propped on pillows, able to see everything, then restrained her,
so she could watch and anticipate. There was never pain. Only incredible
sensual pleasure, driving her to multiple orgasms.
One night, he tied her
wrists to the bedposts with silk scarves and happily assembled his supplies.
Gently spreading her legs, he lathered her curlies, then carefully shaved her
pussy. He made a running commentary on his progress, exciting her with his use
of explicit language and graphic detail. He concentrated on his work, checking
it frequently with his fingertips. After rinsing the lather, he also checked
with his mouth and tongue, driving Rhona wild with excitement, making her come
almost instantly. He brought a large mirror to the bed, placing it between her
legs, opening her baby soft lips and exposing her shiny pink. He carefully
pointed out all his favorite spots, running his fingertips over her clit and
along her sensitive flesh. Seeing his fingers on her, in her, made Rhona
tremble with desire. John happily satisfied her by sliding his fingers into her
cunt, fucking her deeply as she watched. The sight of his fingers all wet from
her, the sounds of a wet pussy being fucked, drove her to another orgasm. Life
was so good!
Rhona was in a state of
constant arousal. Despite their nightly activities, John would sometimes come
up behind her as she stood in the kitchen and bend her over the counter,
sliding his hard cock deep into her. Or he would climb into the shower with
her, kneeling before her, licking her and probing her bare pussy with his
tongue until she trembled and came. They made out in the car, pulling over
frequently to share kisses and furtive touches. They had a grocery store game,
each with their own carts, meeting on a seldomly-used aisle. He would hand her
a product out of her reach, she would thank him by rubbing her ass against his
engorged cock. One day, he stood behind her and slid his finger into her,
making her come with his practiced strokes.
She loved him. She trusted
him. She had never had to use the safe word, she knew he would never hurt or
scare her. This night, he came to bed, smiling happily. “Good evening, my love.
You look delicious as usual, good enough to eat! I think I shall. You will be
my bedtime snack!” She relaxed against the pillows, her legs spreading with
anticipation, ready to enjoy his ministrations. “But something is missing,” he
said. He looked around, his smile spreading. “Oh, yes. You are too free, you
need a bit of restraint, love.” Reaching under the bed, he brought out a length
of clothesline, white with silvery threads. He smiled devilishly as he leaned
to her, kissing her sweet mouth, washing her softly with his tongue. She became
limp, ready for his game. He wrapped the line around her breasts, over and
under, showcasing them in the white thickness. Then he ran the cording down her
body, carefully placing her hands on each leg, and wrapping them in place. He
wound the rope around her thighs, giving her enough slack to open her legs for
him, giving him the access he loved. He tied the end, placing it in her hand,
telling her one tug would release her. She smiled, not wanting release, wanting
instead to feel her lover driving her wild.
Once she was arranged as he
wanted her, John stretched alongside her. He began kissing her, probing her
mouth, teasing her tongue, moaning into her, nipping at her full lower lip and
sucking it deeply. His fingers moved down her body, following the rope, tracing
the path of her restraints, making gooseflesh wherever he touched. His hands
rested on her nipple, feeling it tighten and engorge. She was so easily aroused
now, just the thought of John could make her wet and ready. He slid his fingers
over the soft mounds of flesh, loving the velvety feel of her. He lifted his
head and nestled against her, pulling her nipple into his mouth, nursing
eagerly on it, hearing her coos and moans of pleasure. He rubbed his moustache
down her flesh, tickling her and making her wriggle with pleasure. He stopped
at her navel, feasting there, and all she could think of was how much she
wanted his face between her legs.
“That tickles, please,
stop!” she begged. He looked up at her knowingly, smiling at the thinly
“Tell me what you really
want, Rhona. Don't pretend. Ask for what you want, tell me. Hearing the words
from your mouth excites me so much. I am your willing servant, just tell me!”
blushing, Rhona looked at John's face and boldly made her request. “I need you
to eat me, sir. I need your wide tongue to lap at my pinkness, to toy with my
clit. It is so hard now. I can feel it. It is aching and needy. Suck it, John.
Lick it. Please. Fuck me with your tongue. Push it deep inside me, let me feel